My mother had been dead for four months. I had become the matriarch of our family in one fell swoop. At only 34-years-old, I felt alone on the planet. I had finally gotten my independence from an alcoholic, unfaithful husband, but my dependent nature clung to me like soot after a fire. I wanted to wash it off, but a residue remained, leaving me longing for someone…anyone…
This account of your experience with your third husband is some of the best writing you've done. I constantly marvel at your survival abilities and the magnitude of endurance. This really explains how much you understand others that have been gravely effected by narcissists.
Your experience was so unfortunate, my own pales in comparison. But you came through it a stronger person with a clear sense of purpose. I admire you. And your writing tells the story clearly and with empathy. Of course, I’ll subscribe.
Thanks, Dawn! I am still shocked I came through it and do feel stronger, for sure, but I still look back and cannot believe I let all this stuff happen! Thanks for subscribing!
Having been your friend at that time and unable to reach you so much of the time I am still shocked at what you endured....and now many years later wonder how as a more mature friend I could have helped you somehow. Still shocked at the counsel you received at that time ...actually horrified...and praising Him at the miracle you really are!!
Thanks, Dixie! You were going through your own stuff AND dealing the church stuff at that time too! I know you, and I know you would've helped if you could have.
This account of your experience with your third husband is some of the best writing you've done. I constantly marvel at your survival abilities and the magnitude of endurance. This really explains how much you understand others that have been gravely effected by narcissists.
Thanks, Laura! You know I feel that way about you too...you are a marvel.
Your experience was so unfortunate, my own pales in comparison. But you came through it a stronger person with a clear sense of purpose. I admire you. And your writing tells the story clearly and with empathy. Of course, I’ll subscribe.
Thanks, Dawn! I am still shocked I came through it and do feel stronger, for sure, but I still look back and cannot believe I let all this stuff happen! Thanks for subscribing!
This was so beautiful to read. I hung on until the very end. Thank you for sharing this. I can’t wait to read more from you.
Thank you so much Iviana! I think you can read my past posts since I have mine set to "Free." I'll check your Substack out too!
Having been your friend at that time and unable to reach you so much of the time I am still shocked at what you endured....and now many years later wonder how as a more mature friend I could have helped you somehow. Still shocked at the counsel you received at that time ...actually horrified...and praising Him at the miracle you really are!!
Thanks, Dixie! You were going through your own stuff AND dealing the church stuff at that time too! I know you, and I know you would've helped if you could have.